I wake up.
First thought:I am in the desert.
The state here has classified Me since years an invalid.This means I don't have to work anywhere,because they didn't want Me to do so.When it comes to the Minorities it seems like economic thinking never functioned in the West.That's what they did also with the Jews.They did not care that the way they treated,better to say maltreated the Jews was economically a disaster.
The West had other problems.They wanted to show Stalin that we are barbarians,we burn people alive.We treat them like beasts in concentration camps.A kind of psychological warfare against the East.Things have not changed not even a smallest iota.
Remember the times when I was still searching for a job.Almost everywhere the answer was loudly or silently:You are not a Westerner.You do not qualify even for the simplest of jobs.
And right they must have been.I know only some five or seven different languages,I don't count them anymore.I have a diploma from an Eastern University and one from a Western college.Add to this the fact my brain functions at least as well as that of the average intellectual in the West.Well who cares.Nevertheless,you are an intellectual from the East.You do not fit in our warmongering plans.So forget it.
As I say I feel like I am at least as smart as any middle class guy here around,to put it modestly,but I have the handicap of not having been born a member of any Western horde.
You have heard it correctly.
Here rules the law of the hordes.
Do you have a walk in the morning? There will for sure be many westerners around from the german or the American hordes who will for sure help you not to forget that you are in the desert.
Threatening approaches.Soldiers in civilian dresses with threatening jestures or physiognomy sitting in front of you,or the daily german bulldog(the german policemen) who wants to show you that he knows that you have come out of your appartment.I keep an eye on you all the time man.
Wow.What a high level of civilisation.Fit for the life of an intellectual.
Afternoon.
Son and Wife are at home.Communication in the family could be warm if these hordes here had not turned our family life into a perpetual drama of mutual non-understanding.
They cannot understand that we wanted to land in a country of the free,and fair,and warmhearted people,but we have landed in the rears of the enemies of our people.
I have tried in the past to again and again try and make them realise the truth.It does not work.
The Western hordes have been successful in blowing off the most important bridges of communication within our Minority Family.
At times I shout:Death to the german people.Death to the American fascists,to discharge the negative emotional experiences I repeatedly make here.This discharge is indespensable for my health,but it does not make our Family life better.
So I have to walk out for an afternoon walk.
Trying to forget that there will be for sure someone from some horde,from the Arab horde this time,who will threaten Me or will try to kill Me.
I had another such experience today.I was having higher thoughts.Chewing ideas,and differentiating them,but there came that Arab guy.Not the one who almost killed Me with his fist some months ago,in the presence of the country's police,but another one,who threatened he would do the same thing.
Independent journalists:Null.
Independent legal system:Null.
Civilian protecting police.Null.To the contrary they are the guys who do everything to interrupt the thinking process of the intellectual in the street.
Wonderful life.
Honestly speaking the westerners have been all the time honest about the primitive nature of their civilisation.At least you can say this for the germans.But as I say everyone has to go through the same swamp to test for himself what it means to be bothered by mosquitos.

Do you think I write down My Experiences here to stop somebody from any other part of this planet from coming here.O no.I don't moralise since a long time.
I just wanted to please the curiosity of anybody who might be interested to know how is life for an intellectual,a Father from a Minority family in the West.No more no less.