My heart in words.

[IsiNYC]

Lonesome, lonesome
I feel the bitter cold
of loneliness
coming over me
winter came in august this year
and it found me
confused,
betrayed and
in pain
love has come and gone
and left me stranded
hitch-hiking
through my own life
searching once again
for meaning,
for passion.

Lonesome, lonesome
its the august cold
of loneliness
sending shivers through me
winter came so soon this year
and oh how I've winterd thus far
I close my eyes
and see her face
fading into a blur
and desperately search
for one last look
one last smile
as I slide
deep
in a whirlwind of
uncertainty
who am I?
who am I?

Lonesome Lonesome
I am turning cold as steel
its this steely cold of august
taking over me.

[IsiNYC]

pieces lying on the floor
i cannot put myself together
my heart beats out of control
i know you've found another lover

i feel more than you've ever known darling
and now i feel it more then ever
you've stained us once before
why am i always getting getting dirty?

[IsiNYC]

where ur heart leaves off
mine follows
autumn is in the air
round and about are leaves
discolored and fallen
they set the mood
for my soul
and take away my will to berathe.
helping me drown slowly

I've come close to drowning
on suburbian asphalt
while diving deep into your eyes
that will forever be imprinted in my mind
but I saved myself
and moved on with the thought
that some day,
where I leave off
your heart will follow.

[IsiNYC]

slowly gliding
away from me,
getting smaller
into a perfect horizon.
As time passes
with each moment and
the feelings it possesses,
you're disappearing,
as the distance grows.
Our distance grows.
I find myself alone again.
The fires have burned out,
passion has cooled
love is just a feeling
that i remember feeling
but can't feel anymore.
How strange
to see a stranger
in someone I adored.

A stranger in my future,
I picture
you will have remained beautiful
deep into time
how disturbing
that now your beauty fades
erasing slowly
from my memory
what once caused me to shed tears
will get lost in my oblivion
it will fade to gray
like an old film
with actors that have since passed away
Ahhh, we were stars then.

[IsiNYC]

I watched the stars tonight,
shimmer bright
with inspiration
and
as nostalgia
kissed my eyes
a single tear
was born inside
but died
dried
in humid august air
as fast
as any man can refuse a tear

[IsiNYC]

traveling without moving
only possible in time
my mind dreams of places
that will forever be mine

[Prototype]

Silent but never Silence


Many said I camouflaged it well
Only after discovering
my silent suffering
Silent but never silenced enough
The silent suffering I endured
Alone, leaving what appeared
Silent to be well known within me
Silent and hidden
Silent but not silent enough
The pain exists deep down within me
Silent, never silent I think not
A heart that weeps
Silently weeping in the dark
Hoping no one sees me
Silent, Never
Stomped on, used as a sponge, broken, tugged on, and jerked at
A heart, I do have
And treated as if I have none
A heart that's far beyond repair
Silent, this is the hearts only way
To cry out
Silent, I think not
Silent, they said I camouflaged it well
My suffering well hidden but
Silent never,
It cries out
Help
But no one seems to hear or see
Only the ones that some how saw
The silent suffering
Silent but never within me
Silent, can't you see
This is my heart speaking
Help me
Silent, never silence
Silent, I'm suffering
:(

[Syri_Vrases]

very nice those

[*~Rexhina~*]

thumbs up ^_^ Isi,
keep writing
very intriguing poems
you got a poetic soul
take care

[IsiNYC]

thank you very much =)

It makes me feel really good to know that these don't sound good only to myself but other people like them as well. The comments are sincerely appreciated.