Retrospect

[IsiNYC]

slowly gliding
away from me,
getting smaller
into a perfect horizon.
As time passes
with each moment and
the feelings it possesses,
you're disappearing,
as the distance grows.
Our distance grows.
I find myself alone again.
The fires have burned out,
passion has cooled
love is just a feeling
that i remember feeling
but can't feel anymore.
How strange
to see a stranger
in someone I adored.

A stranger in my future,
I picture
you will have remained beautiful
deep into time
how disturbing
that now your beauty fades
erasing slowly
from my memory
what once caused me to shed tears
will get lost in my oblivion
it will fade to gray
like an old film
with actors that have since passed away
Ahhh, we were stars then.

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Tonight I can’t sleep
Don’t know why
So hot or maybe not
It is a fire inside me
That can’t let me breath
There is a smell around me
I feel eager but still
Insecure and dejected
Of this torture of decisions
Books, people....
People who I concerned and cared about
People vanished from the past
But present in the future
“I don’t know” a terrible phrase
Stuck in this poor mind
A brain full of neurons
But pain of the feelings
Mixed in blood, unclean one
Of an IQ lower than Einstein
But better than me
Myself