I "possess" no being, therefore I shall expect dare not be possessed, for one, mind is to be freed of illusiveness! Must one's heart be toyed with recklessly whoever that may or may not appear to be, at first?! Once, twice...relentlessly?! Of that...
...no type of "bargaining" must take place!
Listening to the foolish thoughts that cross this head of mine, when is just 12:29 AM and I still have to wait 'till 6:30 AM to be awake.
It is that ever since I have known of your existence, I don’t know why you have taken a place in my life; that if I drive the thought of you out of my mind, it always comes back. Thinking that after getting the bitter part of you first, would help somehow … anyhow to keep you just where you were … what a fool. Now that I know all that is strange of you, in you … you’ve become a necessity in my life, and you will drive me mad, not only if you don’t love me … but if you will not let me love you at least.
But what a foolish creature you are!
You will never understand that I will never write something for you … and yet here I am writing about you … like you will ever read this. So now I’ll just get back on that part of me driving away from you, to return some other time to this one that just can’t get enough of you.
I feel you , Nyx
I feel lost as if Im choking. I need an aspirin hammering sound, music of some sort. Was it me that felt from the couch or the couch felt on me?! I thought I had an aspirin in my pocket oh these damn mentos.
Jeez and I still have the burning feeling of the soap that got into my eye last night mad red. Is my journalism teacher still talking?! Buddy dont you get tired I can still hear his voice in my head fighting against the wait what is it oh the noisy subway tracks, thats where Im at am I?!
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Seriously who was the jackass that wrote all this, and like it wasnt enough even made it part of the Bible?!
Im out!
If i love you, does that matter anything to you?
I was looking up the saying of Goethe the other day … ironically enough one version of it was “If I love you, what business is it of yours?”
I sneezed 3 times. Each time repeated in a sequence as if the whole thing was designed where each sneeze was identical to the previous. The oddity however wasn't the rhythm or the sound rather the fact that I sneezed 3 times, never having done so in recent memory. I felt my eyes water and my head feel hollow, and as my vision blurred I noticed the man I would come to know as Eliphas! In his moment of glory, in Bulgakovian fashion Eliphas offered me a shot of vodka with a look of paternal amusement as my face grew red from the earlier exertion.
A casual stroll through the lunatic asylum shows that faith does not prove anything. | Nietzsche
Whoever said alcohol is the best cure for a hangover is an a**hole with a sense of humor. I've been the test subject of wonderful ideas such as mixing yogurt and raw eggs with fruit juices and coffee to a gentler suggestion of chamomile and although all grossly failed in delivering a cure none were as cruel as taking what brought you to that condition and introducing it again to a body that already hates you.
A casual stroll through the lunatic asylum shows that faith does not prove anything. | Nietzsche
I was accused tonight of not paying attention in a dimly lit room overcrowded with people who were seated nearly shoulders apart. So much so that the overwhelming effect created a need for privacy that could only be found within myself. I couldn't have explained this to her though, not at that moment! So please don't fault me reader when my answer pointed her as the source of my disconnect. "Maybe you're losing me with all your various ramblings...its been a long day"
A casual stroll through the lunatic asylum shows that faith does not prove anything. | Nietzsche
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