Ditari i ndjenjave (gjuhë e huaj)

[StormAngel]

Dear Diary,

I must spread some reputation before giving it to MisCongeniality again. :D
However, the words she said only acknowledge the fact that I remember days and moments (especially if they were happy ones like this one now) for a long time, for when I am feeling sad I have always a place to go in my mind and enjoy.

Mis, fenk ju veri shume much for the kind words. I really do appreciate them and pray to God even kinder things than this happen to you all the time.
You just made my day. ;)

[MisCongeniality]

And I was wondering who overloads my personal panel with nice anonymous comments! :D

I am glad "I made your day" even though I don't know how true it is. ;) Take care of yourself!

[Veshtrusja]

30-04-2005

You know when you are driving down a road that you have never driven before? You know how when there are turns and curves and highs and lows? You don't really know how long the road you're on is or whether there is something that will make you stop for a bit ahead, but you're still excited and you want to keep going. Regardless of the fact that you haven't ridden that particular road you're on before, you still want to go on so that you may reach the destination you're headed to. Life is like a road-trip and you are the one behind the wheel. If you drive too fast, you could just collide onto something unexpectedly. If you're careful and drive a bit more slowly, you can enjoy the scenery and avoid any accidents...

(fotua: Vlore, 2004)

[MisCongeniality]

Dear Diary,

Yes, life is like a highway and I seem to be behind the wheel. I have a choice. I can drive within the speed limit, religiously wear the seat belt, put the blinker on 5 minutes before turning or double check before deciding to change lanes. Abiding by every law will safely get me to my destination one day. But I feel restrained, chained, and my trip is a drag.

I put the gear into overdrive and step on the gas pedal until I feel ultimate resistance. I slowly enter a different dimension as I stop thinking about laws and regulations, hidden police cars, accidents and other drivers who might get ticked off at me. I drive so fast that I feel the jittering of my car's metalic carcass. I leave every car behind and I boldly fly toward the unknown.

What is life without some adrenaline rush, a broken law, or a crushed bone? Surely this is an untrodden path for each of us, but when the terrain is flat and the road paved, I will take a chance. I will smell the fresh air from my window. I will break the chains and happily live the moment, like these people in the picture.

Sometimes we do have the need…the need for speed.


2 Miqte E Mi

[PrInCiPiEl]

"On the gibbet thou canst say it,
But on the pulpit thou canst not say it"
M.I.



...

[StormAngel]

Dear diary,

The magic word is I love you, the word that opens up hearts.
Seeking for the best way of showing the meaning of that magic is a quest everyone is in, but so few know how to deal with it afterwards.
It takes two to tango someone said and I agree, but if you don`t know how to dance, don`t even start, you`ll ruin everything.

What I wanted to say is that people tend to make things happen to them as good as they can get, and while the dance lasts, totally forget about "it takes two to tango" and for life is not a movie, we should really put our forces on learning how to dance. Be polite anyways, ask the person for a dance as you should, bow and neal if you need to, but do it properly and with manirs. :)

and again, what I wanted to say is be natural, the way you are, and do things spontaneus, they look better like that. I don`t know, maybe something in this word that makes me feel rocky and unsecure, and yet, so calm and sober, like I know what I want and get it.

Huh, a pretty scary post this is...I think I wanted to say something, and somewhere along the typing part, I forgot about the point.
Well, maybe there is no point, just some hints...
Like, listen to good music, be a good man and don`t rush into things. :)

Be good and take care

[Veshtrusja]

02.05.2005

Someone has once told me that there is nothing better than when you hear your beliefs spoken from someone else. Today, I read my beliefs from the words of someone from the past:

"True law is right reason in agreement with nature; it is of universal application, unchanging and everlasting; it summons to duty by its commands, and averts from wrong doing by its prohibitions. And it does not lay its commands or prohibitions upon good men in vain, though neither have any effect on the wicked. It is a sin to try to alter this law, nor is it allowable to attempt to repeal any part of it, and it is impossible to abolish it entirely. We cannot be freed from its obligations by senate or people, and we need not look outside ourselves for an expounder or interpreter of it. And there will not be different laws at Rome and at Athens, or different laws now and in the future, but one eternal and unchangable law will be valid for all nations and all times, and there will be one master and ruler, that is, God, over us all, for he is the author of this law, its promulgator, and its enforcing judge. Whoever is disobedient is fleeing from himself and denying his human nature, and by reason of this very fact he will suffer the worst penalties, even if he escapes what is commonly considered punishment."

- Marcus T. Cicero, De Re Publica, book 3, paragraph 22 - trans. Clinton W. Keyes, p. 211 (1943)

[AngelGirl]

What a week must i say this has been...felt so long and never ending but yet it passed so fast. That day i cannot forget, all day it keeps running around in my head...thinking about has made my head confused and tired. It started funny and adorable, the warm weather, with the sun shining in my eyes, made me feel like a child, when my daddy would spin me around like i didn't care. All of the sudden a dark cloud covered the sun and over me it rained, a light across the sky striked, like a arrow through my heart it felt. That moment broken it left me...but yet is given me so much hope and tought me a lot. I lay here now thinking about it, all over from the begining...i honestly dont care...make what ever choise you please....am happy and satisfied, even though a little bit of me is horrified, still i walk up straight and strong. Look at me, the whole world has fallen at my feet...throwing me opportunities to catch...i gotta decide do i wanna play throw or play catch. The week passed...i've still been asked to hold on, but dont worry in other paths am moving along.

I will walk thousands of miles to reach my destiny....in my heart, passed pathers will hold a place, but it my mind they wont be.

[EXODUS]

Incident: Stabbed to the core of the bone.

The course of events: Anesthesia...

Repercussion: Bloodless wound, yet lethal.

Scene and circumstances: Undisclosed.

Victim's confession: ...should have known better...all deserved!

Conclusion and findings: (...)

Case - Dismissed.

[Cupke_pe_Korce]

...yes, Shakespearean love!
…………………….
(Act I, scene IV. the platform)

H: Angels and ministers of grace defend us!
Be thou a spirit of health or goblin damn'd,
Bring with thee airs from heaven or blasts from hell,
Be thy intents wicked or charitable,
Thou comest in such a questionable shape
That I will speak to thee...
...O, answer me!
Let me not burst in ignorance.
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(Act III, Scene IV)

H: How now! a rat? Dead, for a ducat, dead!

P: O, I am slain! [dies]

Q: O me, what hast thou done?
H: Nay, I know not:
Is it the king?
…………………

Though wretched, rash, intruding fool, farewell!
I took thee for thy better.
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(Act V, Scene II)

H: O, I die…
……………………
The rest is silence…[Dies]

References: Shakespeare, William. Hamlet. NY: Washington Square Press, 1992.