Alone

[Estella]

Alone
huddled in a corner of our own pathetic lives.
Is it worth it?
The dark circles under our eyes
weird huh?
The shades of gray surround us and our every movement
uncool.
The fright to fall asleep alone in the darkness
feel safe yet?
No
good.

[Estella]

Caring

I did not know him
But yet he smiled
And from his smile
Affection
Seeped deep inside me
I knew no words
That I could say
Yet, I think he understood
And in the coldness of that lonely day
He had given more
Than most ever could

[Estella]

There are so many words
Yet there are no words
For when I look into your eyes
No words need to be spoken
And the tenderness of your smile
Is a statement in itself
And how could I ever try to elucidate
The trembling in my body
When I touch your skin
There are no words to explain
An emotion, a sensation
So I open to you my mind
That you might walk
Among my dreams and memories
Then….and only than
You might understand my silence

[Estella]

I cry and my internal tears
get ascribed into my frigid covers
that I try laying under
to posses me with warmness
to fulfill the scariness of my motion.
My eyes wilt away into
their sleep, but my tears still awake
not wanting to recover
Tears.... they fall into my dreams
and their bitterness only sets
flames to my scars.