drin, you fucking beast! I'm a survivor after reading your poetry, and you know on what boat, on what gomone.
Zed is dead, baby, Zed is dead. as they say in france, nice motorbyke.
drin, you fucking beast! I'm a survivor after reading your poetry, and you know on what boat, on what gomone.
Zed is dead, baby, Zed is dead. as they say in france, nice motorbyke.
gjuha jote eshte blu blu blu blu blu ne portokalli
Disgust and cognak
and vomit
in the night of useless lights
Looks and words
and touch
This orgy has gone too far
Sex-rape is overrated
Brainfcuking comes to mind
In the sweat of existence
I'm the collateral damage
between body and soul
The reflection in the mirror
causes disgust
The sound of the cracking image
empties in the cognac glass
This touch of madness
the vomit cleans it up
hahaha, I just "created" a piece of shit
Ndryshuar pėr herė tė fundit nga Cruel : 24-07-2003 mė 17:58
in which case,
as you open your eyes
in the morning,
and of a thousand reflections,
you see but one,
hungry still,
I is reminded of the fool,
a star in his own time,
yet a fool,
who said,
"not wet",
and all he pissed on or at,
he ate.
tope stra-fool-a,
(to **** the spelling)
but you remind me
"of zarathu-stra's bitch",
though you didn't make it
to get to close to it.
yours
na-stra-dini
gjuha jote eshte blu blu blu blu blu ne portokalli
Long live the Bitch
for the only original thought
is the orgasmic ride
Conscience serves only
to collect the human excrement
and the apple is rotten
for the worms foolfill it
Marie, remind the Pope
for the cherry is dry
life, love and ROSES
What is life without love?
What is love without meaning?
If we have no love to give
Then what are we living for?
Sometimes while I sit here thinking
I wish that I could cry
For tears would hide the pain inside
That I so often have to hide
All night I sit and watch the stars
I pray and make one wish
That every wrong turn my life makes
Could be fixed by just one kiss
When day break comes
The sun will shine
and brighten up my day...
But if it rains,
the storm it brings
Will take the people's smiles away
I wish for them a rainbow
A bright rainbow,
which makes the flowers shine
Of all the flowers you're a rose
Which is the color of life
So unique and so beautiful
are the colors of a rose...
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Back to California
I see California again
with the endless L.A.
the weather is beautiful
but now I see it in a different way
with the sad glasses on
I miss already my friends
and my steps are shivering
Im on the edge of the world
the farthest West
where the beautiful mountains
meet an infinite Ocean
theres something about California
that makes it so golden
its the place where your heart rules
you come here for the
best girl you ever known
and to meet your dreams
because if you follow your stubbornness
you will never make a day in here
youre either free here or dead
is the land where the heart dwells
and calls itself home
because California is a place
without ancient histories and legends
no old civilizations
but just with a rich present
for people who live today
with their heart and body here
carrying stories from
all around the world
and thats California.
August 16, 2002 11:29
D.
The Illyrians called
the Sun Dielli
the Sea Deti
the Ground Dheu
the Glow Drini
the Light Drita
the Justice Drejtėsi
and the Romans
the God Dio
I guess the words
with D
have the Devine
in common.
No Date.
Credere
Vado a dormire nella buia notte
e comincio a cadere nelle proffonditį dei emozioni
la stessa storia gira nella mia testa
sbattendosi nello stesso dilemma
e mi sento come se io stassi guardando
due posti differenti nello stesso tempo
sta accadento di nuovo
é dentro di me
sono debole
ma nel mio pensiero idealmente forte
ogni azione finiscie in un circolo vizioso
mi rendo conto di che succede
ma la stessa storia continua infinitivamente
é difficile cavarsela da solo
sono quasi una robbį
da giuttare nel cestino
un pezzo di carne esaurito
dallillusione
non so pił giudicare la realtą
perchč lho gią tradita
ma il mio cuore e il mio sentimento
urlano dandare avvanti
di imparare dai fallimenti
e di essere pił cosciente
di che penso di fare
ma tutto questo massiccio
mi ha gią fatto moscio
peró riescho a vedere la serenitį
quando fermo la guerra com me stesso
quel che č difficile diventa facile
e il facile diventa difficile
ho bisogno damore e di fiducia
devo credere la voce dellaccusante
perchč la liberazione si puņ giį
sentire
prego di stare con i piedi per terra
La Felicitą č tutto quel che mi serve
di conseguenca lamore mi stara affianco
con me e i miei amici
-- Il bisogno di Credere Mestesso -
Data inesistente
The Pain that Heals
There is a pain
That can hit you very hard
But when it leaves
It heals more than what it gives
Because it brings you back
The world in which you feel saved
And where your comatose worries
Become hollow as the haze
I keep praying for this pain
Ive gotten one
That after what it did
It made me feel better inside
It made me grow stronger
It made me reunite
And it also brought me
The enjoyment of some calm
Without bad times
There are no good ones
And if you can let yourself
Live fully inside that pain
Your heart will become more sensitive
For the good times that come again.
Jan 22, 2003 16:25 keep this faith
Dedicated to my first fall from my motorcycle :D
Just Look At Me
What else do you feel
Other than your thinking
Are you loosing something
Thats so close, yet out of reach
These words sound
Kind of creepy
Is the easy thing hard?
Yet you forget about it
But it cant forget you
And it just wont leave you alone
Where are you now
How come theres no peace
Yet you dont seam to fight
When you think
You whisper your words in your head
And easily forget what you say
Theres some danger down there
Isnt it
You look at what you see
But cant reassemble
How come I understand this
What Im not trying to do
You can lift a hundred rocks
In the mean time
But not lift a small grain
In that direction
Thats what it is,
Thanks to the proud.
Feb 2, 2003 0:53
Anxiety
Its scary when you let
your mind go
and you live
life next to your dreams
but is a mind-blowing thing
cause you can be prudent.
July 8, 2002 1:39
The Emotional State
I think Im a genius
because Im coming to a point
where I can express
my best emotions
the ones that I love
hope you enjoy them.
July 8, 2002 1:42
The Homeless Man
The clock kept on clicking
on the wall in front of the old man
he was sitting there for a long time
outside in the cold winter
his cloths where ripped off
and his old shoes were holed and wet
the cold winter was blowing
all over his ears and head
making his body frieze
but he seamed thoughtful and angry
with his head looking down
at the texture of the floor
many trains had stopped
and many more had pasted by
million of faces had
made visits to the old man
passing by next to him
talking, smiling, crying, and thinking
but he was still seating in that chair
with a painful soul
Someone had done
something bad to him
maybe his own kids
or maybe someone that he loved
who knows
but the old man couldnt stop
questioning why something like that
had happened to him
why so much pain for his heart
why him out of millions
meanwhile he was suffering
the cold of the winter
the dust of the train station
and the rain of the clouds
he couldnt see the door in front of him
where there was worm and shelter
and a way out home
but he was still busy
questioning decidedly why
there was so much pain for him.
July 14, 2002 1:43
Click Delete/Erase
Knock! Knock!
Its occupied
Oh, sorry
I just let them go
I just ripped somegirl's photos
from my hardrive
theyre gone from my mind.
The girls dancing
in front of the screen
and me too
not thinking about my thoughts
anymore
Ill excist in this space
and my body will show.
Looking at the girl in my right
at her dance
you know that you dont attract me
anymore
since you dont give it to me,
but in the end of that all
I know that at me youre gonna fall
It's erased
Im dancing without that feeling
that cares about you
when you
dont care about me
next thing I didnt expected
she felt in my harms that night.
I was just sure last night
that my body
was in my mind
I was just sure next to her
to whatever we said
but I didnt expect
her to be mine.
August 1, 2003.
"Pleased to meet you hope you guess my name
But what's puzzling you is the nature of my game." RS
its all downhill from here onto..... ;)
Memory is a kind
of accomplishment
a sort of renewal
even
an initiation
Drino, komplimente per kete te fundit.. ishte e vetmja qe e lexova :)
Salut
Congratulation Drini_in_L.A.
Seeing is Believing, go on.
Drini_in_L.A i just read some posts from you,and I just want to say Good Luck to you and your girl. I don't know you and you don't know me too but,,,,I'll be a happy girl if my future guy would have your charakter.I took something for you from my brother's Diary.
Forever Love
To love is good,too,love being difficult.For one human being to love another:that is perhaps the mos difficult of all our taskes,the ultimate,the last test and proof,the work for which all other work is but preparation.For this reason young people,who are beginners in everything,canot yet know love,they have to learn it.With their whole being,with all their forces, gathered close about their lonley,timid,upward_beating heart,they must learn to love.But learning_time is always a long,secluded time,and so loving,for a long while ahead and far on into life,is _solitude,intensified and deepened,loneness for him who loves.Love is at first not anything unclarified and unfinished,still subordinate--?It is a high inducement to the individual to ripen,to became something in himself for another's sake,it is a great exacting claim upon him,something that chooses him out and calls him to vast things.
One more time Good Luck and Joy in your life.
^^Gjalica^^
Sunshine
Lately, I have to admit,
I've been waking up late.
You'd think that in the afternoon
Sunshine would never wait.
But in he comes and charms me
with one simple "Hi!"
and I'm filled with delight,
that I'll later deny.
Then, night comes and takes me,
and I leave him lonely, unaccompanied,
knowing that with each encounter,
my feelings have amplified.
And I know this for a fact that
Sunshine will leave soon,
and the only light that'll greet me
is the moonlight of the moon.
:(
5:11pm
20 Gusht, 2003
-Leila.
trendafila manushaqe
ne dyshek te zoterise tate
me dhe besen e me ke
dhe shega me s'me nxe
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