Mendime (thoughts) në Anglisht.

[drini_në_TR]

Anxiety

It’s scary when you let
your mind go
and you live
life next to your dreams
but is a mind-blowing thing
‘cause you can be prudent.

July 8, 2002 1:39





The Emotional State

I think I’m a genius
because I’m coming to a point
where I can express
my best emotions
the ones that I love
hope you enjoy them.

July 8, 2002 1:42

[drini_në_TR]

The Homeless Man


The clock kept on clicking
on the wall in front of the old man
he was sitting there for a long time
outside in the cold winter
his cloths where ripped off
and his old shoes were holed and wet
the cold winter was blowing
all over his ears and head
making his body frieze
but he seamed thoughtful and angry
with his head looking down
at the texture of the floor
many trains had stopped
and many more had pasted by
million of faces had
made visits to the old man
passing by next to him
talking, smiling, crying, and thinking
but he was still seating in that chair
with a painful soul

Someone had done
something bad to him
maybe his own kids
or maybe someone that he loved
who knows
but the old man couldn’t stop
questioning why something like that
had happened to him
why so much pain for his heart
why him out of millions
meanwhile he was suffering
the cold of the winter
the dust of the train station
and the rain of the clouds
he couldn’t see the door in front of him
where there was worm and shelter
and a way out home
but he was still busy
questioning decidedly why
there was so much pain for him.

July 14, 2002 1:43

[drini_në_TR]

Click Delete/Erase

Knock! Knock!
“It’s occupied”
“Oh, sorry”
I just let them go
I just ripped somegirl's photos
from my hardrive
they’re gone from my mind.

The girl’s dancing
in front of the screen
and me too
not thinking about my thoughts
anymore
I’ll excist in this space
and my body will show.

Looking at the girl in my right
at her dance
“you know that you don’t attract me
anymore
since you don’t give it to me,
but in the end of that all
I know that at me you’re gonna fall”

It's erased
I’m dancing without that feeling
that cares about you
when you
don’t care about me
next thing I didn’t expected
she felt in my harms that night.

I was just sure last night
that my body
was in my mind
I was just sure next to her
to whatever we said
but I didn’t expect
her to be mine.

August 1, 2003.

[katana]

"Pleased to meet you hope you guess my name
But what's puzzling you is the nature of my game." RS

its all downhill from here onto..... ;)

[StterollA]

Drino, komplimente per kete te fundit.. ishte e vetmja qe e lexova :)

Salut

[Gjallica]

Congratulation Drini_in_L.A.

Seeing is Believing, go on.

[Gjallica]

Drini_in_L.A i just read some posts from you,and I just want to say Good Luck to you and your girl. I don't know you and you don't know me too but,,,,I'll be a happy girl if my future guy would have your charakter.I took something for you from my brother's Diary.


Forever Love

To love is good,too,love being difficult.For one human being to love another:that is perhaps the mos difficult of all our taskes,the ultimate,the last test and proof,the work for which all other work is but preparation.For this reason young people,who are beginners in everything,canot yet know love,they have to learn it.With their whole being,with all their forces, gathered close about their lonley,timid,upward_beating heart,they must learn to love.But learning_time is always a long,secluded time,and so loving,for a long while ahead and far on into life,is _solitude,intensified and deepened,loneness for him who loves.Love is at first not anything unclarified and unfinished,still subordinate--?It is a high inducement to the individual to ripen,to became something in himself for another's sake,it is a great exacting claim upon him,something that chooses him out and calls him to vast things.


One more time Good Luck and Joy in your life.

^^Gjalica^^

[Leila]

Sunshine

Lately, I have to admit,
I've been waking up late.
You'd think that in the afternoon
Sunshine would never wait.

But in he comes and charms me
with one simple "Hi!"
and I'm filled with delight,
that I'll later deny.

Then, night comes and takes me,
and I leave him lonely, unaccompanied,
knowing that with each encounter,
my feelings have amplified.

And I know this for a fact that
Sunshine will leave soon,
and the only light that'll greet me
is the moonlight of the moon.

:(

5:11pm
20 Gusht, 2003
-Leila.