"You know my motto, I just don't trust 'em"
Things have a way of repeating themselves as if everything moved in circles. 'What comes around goes around' - an understated cliche often used without clear comprehension. No, I do not mean to say, that your average person doesn't understand that the implication of the phrase is 'what you do today, affects what happens tomorrow', rather that this definition is too simplistic in form to truly effect ones willingness to behave a certain way as to control a future.
Andi has said "I don't trust them" repeatedly. If I view each event that has sparked that statement as a circle there must be a predecessor and an aftershock, both in forms of circles that revolve as a result of the other.
For a split second my mind raced and tried to frame my current situation into our agreed shape which has been set into motion from another which had spun in the past - days maybe years ago. What propelled my present into motion? The difficulty of my search didn't depend on my ability to recall related events...I figure, they don't need to be similar in nature. It is its essence that matters - the energy created from it, positive or negative. Is this moment an injustice commited upon me only to be corrected in the future or is balance shining on me, on its proudest moment - equilibrium?
I cleared my mind and lacking the energy and the desire to explain everything I was thinking at the moment I nodded and said, "I hear ya...", smiling at the umpteenth time I'd heard him say that he didn't trust women.
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